February 2011
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a little
nervous what if people find out about auset and i and hate her for something that isnt her fault i would never forgive myself i just want to make her happy and it pisses me off that i cant shut her stupid friends up and get them to just be glad that she is glad and happy but that wont ever happen because they are ungrateful and just want to make her miserable and i just want her to be happy and...
January 2011
when annoying siblings disturb you while you're on...
chocmuffin1793:
They disturb you from your behind and go on like..
and you just want to do this to them
i don't care
what people say
the rush is worth
the price i pay
i get so high when you’re with me
but crash and crave you when you leave
… so you shouldn’t leave, right?
yeah, don’t leave.
HACKED
mahhowse:
Gotta spam you here too, baby.
n//u//n
IloveyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuDeiAusetBabyy~ <3333333333333333333333333333
*Runs away giggling*
Trololololooolooololol e//w//e
I find the whole concept of being ‘sexy’ embarrassing and confusing. If I do an...
– Emma Watson, Celebrity Rush News (via ohbabyitsnatalie)
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checklist
nose is too big. ugly. widow’s peak is too noticeable. whiny. cellulite thighs. puffy stomach. terrible immune system. frizzy hair. dark eyes. scabby lips. ugly. fat hips. acne. flushed cheeks. unacceptable. squinty eyes. dry skin. ungrateful. disgusting. small hands. apologizes too frequently. scarred knees. deep laugh. hoarse voice. bad teeth. dark brown freckles. short eyelashes....
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i've decided
maybe i should run away
and join the circus
or something
because i don’t think i’m cut out
for the lifestyle that my
mom wants me to lead maybe it’s best
if one day i just stopped existing
just deleted everything
my sites
my style
my personality
everything and just became an
acceptable member of society because this battle
is a losing one and i just want to make my...
; 3 ; ...My deviantart?
mahhowse:
Is right thar http://thyaoipervnumbah1.deviantart.com/. Thanks to Kakuzu-sama for making my page sexi <//w//< Both on Tumblr and DeviantArt. Now the only thing left to do is to figure out how to respond to everyone’s posts u//w//u
Iluuuu!~ <3333333333
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so happy
i could die
i’m going to the disney ice show thing
today with my family which should suck but
at least i get a snowcone and popcorn and cotton candy
sweets while i watch the boring ice show and think
about the thing that has been devouring my mind this past week
especially yesterday i remember
running the situation through my mind to make
sure it was no dream and that it really did
...
1 tag
fuck
yes.
i shouldn’t be so quick to freak
out because i got what i wanted and i could
not be happier so thank you
god and thank you auset for giving me
the greatest gift that i could ever have
hoped for thank you thank you thank
you. <3
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fuck
me.
why did i even say anything
what was paradise a few hours ago has now
tailspinned into a nosedive of
me fucking up once again but this time i hurt someone
who i promised i would not hurt
fuck me
i hate myself can i not just keep my mouth shut and just
go away
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Oh God
what’s happening right now is this
really going down? Am i honestly living here
writing this as something that i think i want
is unfolding before my eyes
i think i may finally be seeing the light to the black
tunnel that i’ve been stuck in for the past four years and i
want this so bad and i want to
say so much but my palms are
sweating and i can’t stop shaking
happily
...